How do you honor a man that you’ve never met, but had such a impact on your life ? As a black man who is the same age as me, who lived across the street from me, i cried for you. On the night of September 6th 2018, i was on my way to get NBA 2k19 , passing by your home as you were in your apartment eating ice cream. As i was coming back home i saw police cars and ambulance and didn’t think much of it as that’s a natural occurance where we lived. I woke up the next morning to 30 missed calls from my mom because she had gotten word that i shooting had taken place and the news didn’t provide context, they just said the name of the apartment. I returned my mothers calls and gave her peace of mind to tell her that i was ok. Throughout that day i was able to grow to know who you were and what had taken place. The first emotion that hit me was anger, angry because another black man had lost his life to the hands of the police. The second was confusion, confusion as to how this could’ve happened. The third emotion was sadness, sadness for your life, sadness for your family, and i began to pray for your family as i got more and more context to what happened. We live in a world of uncertainty, especially as black men, we can have zero negatives to our name & still lose our lives to the police. I’m sorry for the media trying to assassinate your character, I’m sorry for the negligence of the Dallas Police. May your soul rest, and peace be onto your family.